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I was having trouble dealing with the stories: Jonah and the whale, Daniel in the lion’s den–even Jesus walking on the water.
So when I was fifteen years old, for a season I embraced agnosticism.
It was pretty easy. For after all, I never believed in religion. Church was tolerable. I had a curiosity about God.
But overall, the religious system asked me to swallow things without question, never realizing how they might affect me.
It was just too much.
Now I know there are those who would like to believe that departing from the church leads to all sorts of depravity. But I did not become a drug addict. I did not start mistreating my dog. I didn’t develop a pornography addiction.
Actually, I rather enjoyed sleeping in on Sunday mornings, and took the extra time to audition for a play, and won the lead role.
I was happy.
I made new friends, since my Christian ones turned their backs on me. I joined with these acquaintances to discuss intellectual matters and expound on the problems in our society. I felt like a budding genius. It was like I was on a Mt. Olympus of knowledge, looking down on the world around me, trying to find a way I could assist the mere mortals below.
It was intoxicating.
In a strange sense of speaking, it was a religious experience. Yes, there is a religiosity to atheism. It was the comforting sense that I was self-contained. I needed nothing else.
Everything seemed really positive except for one factor. As time went on, the conversations I had with my new comrades became more bitter and nasty. After a while, we judged those who were not part of our confluence to be inferior–ignorant, if you will.
So one day it occurred to me that this new “religion” I had taken on had the same viciousness and prejudice as the one I had walked away from. There was still a plan of salvation, in the sense that you had to reject anything that might even hint toward the supernatural. There were sermons, as we disemboweled the character of those individuals who dared to disagree with us.
So finally, one night lying on my bed, I realized that the true story was not confined to the sixty-six books of the holy scripture. The story is actually compacted into the message that we are to love our neighbor as ourselves.
For even though I hated religion, had grown weary of church and felt like I could do without God, I had no idea, in my agnosticism, what to do with people. They seemed cumbersome. They were in the way.
Because as noble as it may sound to give freedom to everyone, when you have eight billion freedom-headers crashing into one another, it’s quite a headache.
My new-found lack of faith caused me to be irritated with the very creatures with whom I shared a species.
We need the story.
Maybe we don’t need all the stories that have been collected and called divine within the volume, but we do need The story:
- Love your neighbor as yourself.
- Give and it shall be given unto you.
- Go the second mile.
- You are the salt of the earth
- Love your enemies
Without this narrative, we learn to hate religion, disdain the church, ignore God, and unfortunately, also end up disliking one another.
I went back to church.
I don’t agree with everything that happens there, and when I don’t, I question it. I rail against religion because it is a man-made infestation, formed to cripple the creativity of humankind.
I maintain a curiosity about God, though none of us know what happens a hundred and twenty seconds after we die.
But I believe in people.
I consider it to be the sign of spiritual energy–when the love we have for one another becomes the symbol of our devotion to God.
The story goes on. The story needs to be told.
Because without the story… we become discouraged in our own lack of appreciation for one another.

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