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The ice has already been placed in glasses and is beginning to melt. Very soon the meticulous preparation–hours and hours of harvested treats–will be consumed in mere minutes.
They have asked me to lead in a moment of grace, thankfulness and prayer. I agreed.
I must be brief. Concise but precise.
I must be able to articulate, in a few seconds, the sentiment of gratitude for an entire year. Though a formidable task, a most necessary one.
So let me begin by saying:
“Dear God, I didn’t want to come this year.”
Nothing can be achieved in life without first being honest. I was feeling sorry for myself. The family I spawned, nurtured and raised from my passion is now spread out and far away. Worse than feeling disconnected from them, I have begun to feel useless.
I was once the “King Bee”–the center of attention and the source of the buzzing in a bustling nest. But now, due to the necessity of time and purpose, they have moved on to have their own families, dreams and aspirations.
I didn’t want to come because I was feeling vacant of value. For after all, a pity party is not only poorly attended, but also never gets much return business.
But here’s what I’m grateful for:
I didn’t miss it.
I’m here with as many bells as I could fasten on with short notice.
I’m here to play my role.
I’m here to be the aging patriarch who refuses to crawl into the mountains to die.
I didn’t miss it.
Thank you, God.
My second gratitude is that I won’t abandon principle.
Although the world around me persists in pursuing courses which have historically proven to be foolhardy, I will hold fast to a few pearls of great price and sell all I have to possess them.
This I know: the difference between an opinion and a principle is that an opinion only benefits me, and a principle provides for you.
So I will not kill, I will not steal and I will not destroy.
Although the world around me is feverishly involved in these practices, I won’t.
Thank you, God.
And finally (as I peek over to make sure the ice has not melted into water) I say, “I can’t.”
I can’t stop.
It’s important for me to accept the progress of these loved ones, as they continue at their own pace and rate of understanding. But because I want my grandchildren to live in a world that still honors truth, values justice without being cynical about it and has a desire to pursue excellence, I will continue to be a voice crying in the wilderness, saying, ‘Prepare ye the way’… well, prepare the way for You.
- I didn’t miss it.
- I won’t abandon principle.
- I can’t stop.
So therefore, for the hands that have prepared the meal, much thanks.
For those who have gathered, how generous of them to provide their energy and time.
And for me–I am here for those I love until they finally carry me away.
Thanksgiving.
Thanks for giving.
We appreciate it.
Amen.
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