Jonathots Daily Blog
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- We feel safe.
- We made it.
- The thunder rolled, the winds blew by and the rain ceased.
We’re standing on dry land, having escaped another near-disaster, feeling no repercussions whatsoever from the disruption–just grateful to be alive.
Little do we know that this is the most dangerous juncture in life. It is when we accidentally carry the anxiety of the previous encounter into the future, without realizing that the residue is hanging from us.
Yes, we are still mad: “It ain’t right.”
Or maybe sad: “It ain’t fair.”
But the once-confident spirit that propelled us into deeper and deeper adventures of faith is now making us cautious. We accept this new profile under the guise of being “well-seasoned,” But actually, we are not the same.
We have lost a bit of the joy that makes us the people we are, and when we realize it, we become defensive, insisting that nothing has changed.
What is the countenance of the average person you see on the street, when they don’t realize they’re being observed? A mad frown? A sad droop? Or maybe a blending of the two?
If maturity depresses us, then what is the purpose of growing older?
How can we overcome the extra destruction done by the storms of life which inflict unseen damage to our foundation? We gotta be honest: just because we’re standing on dry land does not mean we have escaped being drenched in worry.
We want to reach glad. We want to escape the sensation of “it ain’t right” and “it ain’t fair,” to arrive at a jubilant feeling of good cheer: “It ain’t gonna kill me.”
Sometimes we think projecting a brave front is a sign of our willingness to avoid doubt. But actually, acknowledging that the trials and tribulations that came our way did impact us but were unable to destroy us is the best way to escape the madness and the sadness.
For after all, mad people are cocked and ready to strike out at others, who unwittingly trigger aggravating memories.
And sad people are ill-prepared to enter into new relationships which certainly will require a bit of adjustment and forgiveness.
It isn’t just about surviving–it’s about surviving and candidly admitting how amazing and miraculous it was to be rescued. And then, to have the sense of humor to progress, keeping an eye on our motives, and healing our wounds instead of hiding them.
I am glad. This does not mean that everything is all right. It does not mean that I was saved from all the ravages of my temptations without any casualties. It means I lived. And in living, I am open to the dual process of inner healing and outer expressions of creativity.
Beware–being placed in the lifeboat is miraculous.
But it does not mean you will avoid horrible memories of the sinking vessel and fleeting trepidations to sail again.
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